Sunday, 15 November 2009


Ahhh .. i have absolutely nothing to do. its 1:15 AM. whoa time is running so fast, it was 00:22. i remember a teacher, a religion teacher, said once that wasting time is HARAM, wasting it with no good is haram. yeah .. i agree ...

uuhhmm i've taken a nape today, so i don't feel sleepy .. like a Jinny .. everyones asleep, umm..

i'm now looking at my cellphone, and i feel like throwing it on the wall ... i hate it, i want a new one.. ee5555, 5 means the letter "Kha" in Arabic.
my life has changed when we moved here, a tremendous change ..god i hate here ..
very .. i grief on the time i've spent in Makka .. now my eyes are watering ..

shit, why did we have to move here anyways ? .. why should i suffer from my dads decisions .. GOD ... shit .. forgiveness lord, i shall bear with this.

a man, here, told me once : Majid, just wait and settle here for a while, i know that you eager to go back to makkah, but when you get used to it here, you well forget about going back and you gonna love it here.

then i nodded my head head with a yes, telling my self : F*** you, you dump s*** you don't know what i'm suffering from you pile of s*** ..

ahh i'm getting emotional here ..

i'll go back, no matter what. god knows whats waiting for me in the future.


Sunday, 8 November 2009


I'm very lazy, thats why i don't blog here alot. When i click on New Post and see this big white blank space i stand speechless and out of things to write.
So now I'll write what happened today, like a diary, sort of.

I woke up today to find everyones gone, i wondered is this a dream ? then i remembered mama telling me that they're going to uncle Munir's parents village, to pay a visit to the unwell ed oldster. He's in my prayers for soundness, if not resting in peace.
So i had breakfast, i found my sister; obviously she was asleep as well, picked the news paper anxiously wanna read them but it turned out they were in Malay, shiiiishshs "I don't speak Malay, Lucy" hehe.

I thought why not go out and catch a movie ? and so we did. supported by my over bored sister. by bus we went to Melaka Mall, but oops we're late "Law Abiding Citizen" has already started, so i switched to Inglorious Bastards.
We had lunch at KFC, waiting for the 3:30 movie to start.

Inglorious Bastards
A complete disappointment, sorry Quentin and his fans but i didn't like it.
What had supported my opinion about the movie was:
1. the Malay and Chinese subtitles.
2. the guy with the big wig in front of me.
3. most the movie was in French, if not all of it, in German as well. I just couldn't read the English Subs quickly, especially in fast-French dialogues.
4. the sound went out for like 10 minuets. stupid stingy careless HBO people !!

what a waste of time and money. maybe on DVD the movie well kill it, or in a proper theater.

We took the bus to get back, the same way we got there, we reached home at 8:00
Mama came home minute later, Bringing over 20Kg of Rambutan, yummm yummy.
Dad got his first ever ACCIDENT ! whoa, that calls for a celebration !
some lousy driver hit him in the back, smashing the rear bumper. No harm done, everyone is safe, only some substantial damage, Dad in pride refused the Compensations.
Surprisingly they brought KFC for dinner, HAHA lucky for us :)
uncle Salman gave me some books to reas too, bile of books.

sitting here, the only one awake, music in my ears, facebooking, IM-ing, Emailing and writing this.
its past midnight now, my sleep cycle is corrupted again.
better now head to bed.

"Everything is written in stone, you cant change the past nor the future, thats why the open minded don't grief upon Misfortunes nor gleesome over fortunes" Majid

Sunday, 1 November 2009


On 31 Oct we went to the "British Council" the place that my uncle Salman wanted me badly to go.
Madiha and I took a 4 PM bus to Sermban, the bus wasn't that full, only a few people. when i sat down i felt instantaneously bored; so i grabbed my PSP to listen to some music, when i found out that i didnt bring my earpiece, aaargh what a bummer.
So i slept until i reached my destination at like 5:30 PM, where i found uncle Salman waiting for us. Then, we had supper at aunty Faridah's. After that we went to uncle Salman's house in Nilai to take a loud off and to catch some sleep.
In the morning, after having a breakfast, we started the trip.
we went to the KLCC, which is a remarkable place that i haven't been in for the last 6 year, it is a bit shorter now, hehe I've grown a few cms. Then we went to this Malaysia tourism center, and we saw the KL tower,a terrific place for banji jumping as i supposed, i wanna try it one day if possible.
Finally! the British Council! a good place to educate everyone about English, i saw kids in classes, it was very adorable and the teachers were very kind and they looked professional, they seemed from out of town, Europeans or Americans.
we just sat there and read some books and magazines.
We got back to where we parked the car in the KLCC after we had lunch, and off to the bus station in Seremban, we bought the tickets, we said goodbye, and rode the 4 PM bus that was headed to Melaka.
We reached our home safely alhamdulillah, i dropped the bags somewhere, took a shower and fell to sleeeep ...